Chelie

Shadows make my hand to start’s an upsurge,

Slowly, stop until it turns to a wildly panorama.

Restrained, flamboyant insignia are dancing.

Rapid, explode the reddish blood flowed.

Emaciated stain sketch in the papyrus,

Strive to illustrate the mouth of the famine.

Scrawny, bloated stomach, pathetic…

Premonition of an old times epidemic.

Neurosis inside the mortal psyche,

Moan, hilarity, muffled in anticipation.

Perhaps in tune of wilderness,

Existing, gasp in new world that created…

Vain, blemish spirit, happiness, memoir…

In the tomb of an unnoticed conqueror,

Pieces that once molded by dispense nor

Manu scripted in an exceptional wave.

“PAIN is one of those things that remind us always that all men are equal. The young and the old suffer pain. The rich and the poor are visited by it. The great and the humble are not spared by pain. The great can rationalize over it. There are those who suffer pain in their bodies. There are those who suffer pain in their hearts. And there are those who are suffering in their minds. Pain is one experience that shouts to our ears how human, how vulnerable and mortal and how much in need we are of others”.

Nabasa ko ang quote na ito in one book way back in 1997 when I’m in 3^rd year high school, then for that time  I just made a copy. Every time and then na binabasa ko ito I’m too much inspired. It is absolutely correct no doubt when it comes to “pain” lahat ng klase ng tao ay mararanasan ito, from upper to lower class, richest to poorest, literate to illiterate and infancy to adulthood.

Pain has different types, madami itong mukha and minsan na we think that we are happy sa lahat ng oras and will not experience it but in fact it is part of our system that we can’t escape.

Are you suffering pain if somebody near to you died? A time na gusto na din nating mawala sa mundo. What is the use of our life kung nawala na yung taong minahal mo, nagbigay ng inspirasyon at katuwang mo every steps of your life.

Are you suffering pain if a relationship comes in to an end? Of course it is human instinct na masaktan kapag-nauuwi ang isang boy/girl relationship sa isang wakas. Ito din yung mga pahanon na you are having a blank mind, umiiyak ka at hindi makakain. Gaano man katagal o kadali, kasimple o kakomplikado ang sitwasyon at maayos man o hindi ang paghihiwalay it is still hurts. You will never know when you will start again, some of us we chosen to freeze our heart or to make it beat again to cover and to heal the pain.

Are you suffering pain if you are sick? It is the great pain that we will experience dahil nararamdaman natin ito not only physically but also emotionally. Minsan mas matindi ang emotion impact kaysa sa sakit na nararamdaman natin that we made us more frail.

Are you suffering pain from your soul? Soul will recognized not only our spirit kaugnay din nito yung ating conscience, mind and heart.  Minsan yung pain nararamdaman natin ay dahil sa ating sarili, we are the one who created it for some unexplainable reasons.

Pain is part of all of us since our birth until our death; we must only need to deal with it what ever types it is. We can pray to God and talk to a friend not to remove but to lessen the burden made by pains. God is great dahil pinatunayan niya that we created all of us na pantay pantay by the means of PAIN.

Kabataan, hango sa salitang ugat na “bata”, nangangahulugan ng kamusmusan at salat pa sa mga kaalaman at mga bagay – bagay.

MInsan ay naging isa din akong bata, naranasan maglaro sa lansangan, maligo sa buhos ng malakas na ulan, maging guro sa aral - aralan, umiyak kapag may laruang hindi nabili at kung anu – ano pa. Mula sa pagka - bata ay   unti – unting namumulat sa mga bagong aspeto ng buhay at duon pumapasok ang pagiging “kabataan”. Mga tanong na pumapasok sa isipan bakit ganuon, bakit ganyan? Tinutuklas ang mga pagbabagong pisikal, ispirtuwal at emosyonal. Damdaming di mo mawari at maunawaan. Ngunit sa pagkalipas nang halos labin – limang taon  mula sa una  kong pagharap sa mundo ng kabataan, maraming nagbago kami nuon at sila ngayon.

Taun – taon sa pagpagdagdag ng gulang nang mundo at pagtuklas ng mga makabagong teknolohiya kaakibat ang mga pagbabagong sikolihikal sa mga kabataan. Malaki ang epekto ng “computer” sa kasalukuyang henerasyon. Binago nito ang pamamaraan ng pamumuhay, masasabing ito ay nagturo sa ilang mga kabataan ng pagiging matapang. Matapang sa maling pamamaraan, sa maagang pagharap sa ibang mukha ng buhay. Naging maluwag ang lipunan sa usapin at panooring sekswal. Naging liberal ang bawat isa sa kanilang gawain, pananalita, pananaw at pananamit.

Hindi masama ang makisabay sa pagbabago ngunit sana’y maisip natin na ito’y may kaakibat na responsibilidad na dapat nating sundin.  May halong pagkakonserbatibo man noon ay hindi nangangahulugang tayo’y mananaliti sa nakaraan at gamitin ito sa kasalukuyan. Nawa’y hindi nakawin nang globalisasyon ang kamusmusan  ng mga bagong kabataan. Kung ilang ulit man na tatanungin sa akin na kung ako’y muling magiging kabataan mas nanaiisin ko pa rin na bumalik sa aking henerasyon na may kaakibat na  ngiti ng pag – asa at hindi pangamba nang maagang  pagkamulat at piliting pahinugin sa dahas ng maling pagsukob sa modernong panahon.